When i woke up this morning i feel like i don't like to go to church, i dont' know why maybe because i feel so alone and no one helps me to my problems, i feel that God did not listen to my heartaches and pain, so I'm not in the mood to go in the church.

I made an excuse to my mom so that i cannot go to church i told her that i have a headache and I'm not feeling well but my mom keep insisting that i should go to church and she's telling me to took a biogesic so that may headache will be relived.

So, my excuse is not acceptable to my mom so i took a bath and dress my self to church.

When we arrive at the church there's a lot of people in the church because the speaker is a well known pastor and he is a foreigner. I'm not that eager to listen to the sermon because I'm not in the mood. i feel so depressed of my problems right now.

When i began to sit and listen to his sermon, its like God is talking to me because this past few days i keep asking God why me? why all of this problems are keep on going in my life. When one is already solved there's another one coming again. I really feel that i'm very worthless and pathetic. But when i began to listen to that pastor i began to cry and reflect about my mistakes and failures in life, he said that i should surrender my problems to the Lord and the Lord will do the rest. At first I'm not convinced to his words but when he told a story about an architect who wants to build a part of a building that made from glass but the glass fell to the ground accidentally and broken into pieces but the architect did not loose hope but he put it to the place were the glass should be and the result was it became more and more beautiful that u can never imagine. The pastors says that sometimes God give us problems so that when we learn from our problems or mistakes we can learn and Grow from that and the best line that i heard from him is